last day of the month. feeling very sick of my job. *sighs* its really sucking me out of my life working almost 14 hours daily.

i'm in a bad mood. hair is in a mess. don't know what to do with it. complexion in a mess. because of 'time of the month' i suppose or my stressful state lately. body in a mess. i think its falling apart, some parts are malfunctioning.

my personal state is in red and high and critical alert conditions. boo...

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went back to work today because i couldn't help but worry about the amount of things i wasn't able to do on saturday. end up left office at 12am which was just a moment ago. :(

at work today, the 'loss of the safe vault keys' saga was at play. i'm so freaking mad even till now. *sighs* it has been a long long day and so too tired to tell you what had enacted. would save the email when i get back to office on wednesday and publish here instead of re-typing the whole story la. that email was emotion at its peak (or maybe 3/4 peak. when the saga unfolded, i was too stunned to have any reaction) and so that email reflects the best on how i really felt.

left that email as the last to do before i stepped out of office (to proof to them how late i really work) but as poor dar was waiting downstairs in the car with poor regan, didn't have time to to really plump it up. even then, i think the email has put my point across (hopefully unless some people are just so dense which indeed she is).

many things to do tomorrow on my delayed off day. but i don't i have enough time to do all of them. *sighs*

mom going on a trip to taiwan in about 5 hours time. how i wish i can take a break and travel some to unwind. saw on our intranet there's a redang snorkling trip coming up in june. pretty cheap and sounds fun! forgot to print out the circular to persuade dar or some girlfriends. set, prioritise that on wednesday. hee...

addicted to these games. give it a try, sure get hooked!

supposedly to be another long weekend for me as friday (yesterday) is a holiday (vesak), off today (saturday) with sunday (tomorrow) the usual rest day and i took off on monday (the day after today) but i went back office today (saturday) for almost 4 hours to clear some (or rather alot) of work. sounds confusing? haha...

i'm really tired. i seem to be working day in day out, non-stop. my mind is even going through the day's event to double-check if i've missed out doing anything when i close my eyes at night. and if did think of something that i did not do, i'll be tossing and turning in bed worrying about it.

i wish i can be less work oriented. i wish i'm not such a perfectionist so everything can be done 'chin chin chye chye'. but the best solution is i wish i have 36 hours a day. then i can finish everything and still have time for pleasure.

but my achilles' heel is being scatterbrained. someone can tell me something and once i turn around, the something also get turned out of my brain. *sighs* like i just forgot where a bunch of safe vault keys had went to. i am going to be so d.e.a.d...

well, worry about that on tuesday. going to rest full and well for the next 2 days to make up for all the loss of personal time accumulated over the last 2 weeks.

i so pissed with those bitches in my office. i've never been so pissed with colleagues in my entire working life. i've had enough of them. they (note the plural) are super inconsiderate, loud, so full of themselves and they either don't understand english or just plain dumb as they can never follow the instructions that is given. i really feel like smashing up their faces. can i can i CAN I??!?!?!?

i'm totally maxed out at work. left office at 12am today. not mentioning for the last 3 weeks, i've been working till about 9pm AND i reach office at 8am. that's like average of 13 hrs a day. i'm so going to lodge a complain with the ministry of manpow*r for salvery or cheap labour or whatever works. but then again, i think they are in cahoots being a 'governm*nt' bank.

*sighs* i'm dying...

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